(SOLD) Nervous

16" x 20" Acrylic on Canvas

"Gnaw" was a capstone of my lowest point: when I did not believe I was a good person. Thoughts of suicide and self-loathing constantly irritated my brain. But I sold that piece, and I do not know what's to become of it or the sentimental value it had. But, I recall a valuable lesson every artist must live by nothing is precious. If you become too concerned about your pieces, you will never be able to grow or challenge. Never look back; conversations in the artwork are continuous. It is essential to do the same.

I still struggle with those same thoughts I did back then. But, rather than be stagnant, the praying mantis remains alone yet strong. These thoughts will trickle and cause me to choke on my own words: So my main focus is to change the course of my thoughts and not feel meek in my skin. To know my shortcomings and continue to work on them. The flowers are both supportive but also overgrowth. They symbolize how important it is to stay humble least you too become overgrown with weeds.

Enjoy Charles! Thank you!