Delicate

“Delicate” by Clada 18in x 24in oil on canvas. My first week of motherhood has been a halocline both inadequacy and fulfillment.
Because, everyone has told me, and told me, that this was the end of my artist career. That you can't be an excellent mother and excel at your career at the same time. That it's a unavailing goal of being a good parent while sacrificing pieces of yourself for your child. To which I just have to say- it is what you make of it. I've never been more inspired than knowing my moves an attitude are being absorbed by my newborn son. This piece is a reflection of the conflicting thoughts l've had this past week- and l've been working on it while he sleeps and in my arms. The flowers - Brunfelsia otherwise known as Yesterday, today, tomorrow symbolizing time passing.
While the garter snakes- are a childhood symbol of innocence as I caught them growing up- they represent change and fragility. This piece- I am naming "Delicate" to refer to the weight of the snake on the thin branch-hanging like a tightrope as I navigate the changes-holding myself up with ease because what choice do I have?